Friday, March 16, 2007

fRiDaY / SaTuRdAy uPdAtE

I’m a lady, so I spent some moments just thinking how to say this nicely. Well, I finally came to this conclusion….there’s no polite way, so here it goes:

Get the F*ck out of my blog!!!
No, this is not for you my friends, you are always more than welcome to come, comment and express yourselves; this is your house, too.
Let me put it this way, everybody who comes here regularly knows what I’ve been through. You know about my suffering, my tears and my desperate urgency of going on with my life.
Now, what if I told you that THAT person or his “allofasuddenwifeandmotherofhisnewbornchild” is coming secretly to my blog to check what I’m doing with my existence?
Well, he/she is doing that. How do I know it? I have many friends in Puerto Rico, and when I say “many” I mean it. That’s how I finally found out the truth he refused to tell me…. I still don’t know why he decided to act so maliciously….anyway….
The fact is that when I felt I was ready to face the truth, it took me two seconds to get the answer. Like it or not, he is surrounded by many people I know well and who love me…they didn’t want to see me crying so they went out to check what was going on, hence, I knew it immediately. Same thing now, checking ip is easy if you have friends who can prove where the connection comes from. I got you, now leave me alone!!
Both of you: Check this list, if you please:
My life
What I do
What I don’t do
What I want
If I cry
If I have someone in my life or I don’t
If I’m coming or going
If I’m happy or sad
If I hate you
All of these and more…

************IT’S NOT YOUR BUISNESS****************
***Don’t you dare to come here again. Show some respect to yourself***


That being said, I’ll go on with my post, which is by far more important than wasting my time with him or her…or both? Who knows….

These days I’ve been outside a lot. The only idea of the coming Fall makes me want to seize each moment I have to enjoy the sun. I don’t like cold days!!
I took some low quality pictures, but I’d love to share them with you. Take a look. (I don't know how to change the date in my camera!! the real date was Thursday 15, 2007)


Can you see the hummingbird? They come everyday to my hibiscus. I love them, so tiny, so fast.
After having a sip, the little bird had a one-second rest on the electricity wires.

But they aren’t the only ones that come to my flowers…..

If you look carefully you’ll see a bumble bee inside the flower. Yes, you may be saying “big deal, a bumblebee” There are millions of pictures of them….well, but not a picture of the one that got angry with me and followed all the way home!!!


Manuel is afraid of bees, so he stayed inside just in case…






This is HiFi, my cat. While I was trying to capture the hummingbird, he was fighting with a ghost LOL. I could never get to see what he was afraid of.

Later that afternoon Manuel told me there was a gift for me over the table, so this is what I found….

So sweet!!! Oh oh my hibiscus!!!!!!!!!!!

Ruth, would you invite him to your garden? LOL

In the afternoon, it started to rain and if there is something that we, Uruguayans do when it rains it is eating "Tortas Fritas"

The last picture goes for AUDS
(a wink with love)





It’s Friday!!! And tonight I’m going dancing with some friends. I hope to have fun and......







AbSoLuTeLy SoAkInG WeT (SaTuRdAy UpDaTe)

I went dancing last night and I had a really good time with some friends. I came home around 8 am, so you can imagine how sleepy I am now. It doesn’t matter at all…I should do it more often.
It’s been raining the whole afternoon and I had planned many outdoors activities for today. Bad luck, now I’m staying indoors…let’s see what I can do behind these walls. Oh!! I know!! I’ll take a nap…..39 + 8am= WORN OUT WOMAN…but with a smile on my face, ohhhhhhhh yesssssssssss. Nobody can take it away!!
Talking ‘bout rainy days……
Most of you met me under a heavy rain, remember? Sad days that now are fading for good... In thosee days my soul was wet for all the tears I shed and I felt everything was going down…..something like this:

And then even worse…


But now the rain is getting lighter…. and warmer and I feel like….


Though, to be honest, I’d like this better yessssssssssssssssss

10 thought(s):

RUTH said...

Bravo Analia...Good for you. In England we have a saying " hedging your bets"...I think he is keeping an eye on you so that he can crawl back if "things" don't work out for him.Well our Analia won't be "used" this way!!! Another saying "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger"....and our all singing, all dancing Analia is stronger now! Have a great time my friend and spare not a thought for the past; the future beckons!
love and {{hugs}}
Rx

Icarus said...

DearDearDear Ani,
There are few kicks in the teeth aspainful as discovering that somebody who we believed in, trusted, loved and worshipped as a GREAT person turns out to be just another tiny ant of a small person.
Are you reading this, man? If you are, I suggest that you crawl back under the ground, pull that rock over your head and stay down there, where you belong. You certainly don't belong here, or anywhere near Analia.

And as for you Ani, it'll pass. Go for maximum high-factor enjoyment!!!

With love, SXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

ugyen said...

Ani, so sad to hear about it.. i still don't understand what is happening with you, hopefully will get to know lot more about you and your blog...have a wonderful weekend.. take care
regards
ugyen

Audrey said...

Well said Analia,I love your spirit, define your boundaries and go have a great and wonderful time with people who show you the respect thats yours by right x x

Dancing right along with ya

Sing the anthems 'I will survive' (Donna Summer and 'I am woman' (Helen Reddy) lol :)

Lots of love Auds x

Analía said...

Thank you Ruth. I know what you mean.... he can put not an eye, but both of them on me, but he will not be welcome anymore. The river is flowing and I'm sailing far away. You know what? I do feel stronger. Most of that strenght has come through friends like you.
Love

Icarus,you are so right!he and she must stay where they belong, and that is NOT around me buzzing like wasps or hissing like sneaks.
Blessings my friend.

Ugyen, don't worry, I'm doing fine. I have friends, I have hope and I have a whole life to live. You will know about me of course sweety. And about what happens? A cruel person broke my heart, but now I'm healing fast. Nothing like knowing the truth!! Now I know I can be free. Love

AUDS,last night I sang I will survive louder than ever!! hehehe
and I danced, danced danced all night long :)
Love.

Audrey said...

Analia I missed reading half of your first post,so touched by your strength I missed the flowers and bees,little manuel, freaked out cats...lol and Tortas Fritas (any left they look scrummy) and the wink..thankyou

And then......your wonderful Saturday update that had me laughing out loud..Its raining men indeed....lol.

Im delighted you had a good time, and fun with your friends.

Your videos really brought a big smile to my face..well done!!!!

Just love Gene Kelly...dance in the rain any night with him..LOL

((((Great big hugs)))) x x x Auds

Fabrizio said...

Hey! It's not good to see ya pissed off that way.

I had problem with a stalker on my blog, as you saw recentely, but nothing like this!

I coloured the She Goblin, so I hope that will make your smile come back!

Ciao!

Fab

Analía said...

Fabrizio I saw it!! It looks great!
Everybody MUST visit Fab to see the wonderful things he does.
I have a link to his blog in my sidebar. Have fun!

Keshi said...

LOL Analia I try hard to be a Lady too but some situations n ppl dun allow me to :):)

Keshi.

RUTH said...

I can feel that smile coming through Analia. I'm so glad you had fun!!
HUGS
Rxxxxxxx

 
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