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It’s been a rainy weekend so I decided to do something I have procrastinated for some days. Not an easy task I confess, but necessary if I am to start walking to my new beginning.
I don’t have many touchable things to pack from him, but I have my pc full of images, msn logs, writings or emails from or for him that appear in front of my eyes whenever I’m searching for something else. Too aching.
So, what’s first? The pictures. I’ll store them in a cd and erase them from here….then? I guess I can put the rest of the things in the same cd…..it’s important to keep things together, isn’t it?
Now, the touchable objects….. 7 things I won’t ever wear….in a box.
His only love letter? Let me see….not in my purse…where then? Ok, I’ll get an envelope and I’ll put it in the same little box with the other 7 elements.
The chain with the cross….. No, I can’t get rid of it, that would cause more pain than relief….I’ll keep it till the day I….well, I’ll keep it and that’s it.
Next….Oh yes, let me erase his phone number from my cell phone and his email address from my messenger…..done.
I wish I could pack my memories as well….my feelings…my dead dreams….my love, but they are already stored in my heart and there’s no way to let them go, though I wish I could…. I wish I could…. I wish I could.
I don’t have many touchable things to pack from him, but I have my pc full of images, msn logs, writings or emails from or for him that appear in front of my eyes whenever I’m searching for something else. Too aching.
So, what’s first? The pictures. I’ll store them in a cd and erase them from here….then? I guess I can put the rest of the things in the same cd…..it’s important to keep things together, isn’t it?
Now, the touchable objects….. 7 things I won’t ever wear….in a box.
His only love letter? Let me see….not in my purse…where then? Ok, I’ll get an envelope and I’ll put it in the same little box with the other 7 elements.
The chain with the cross….. No, I can’t get rid of it, that would cause more pain than relief….I’ll keep it till the day I….well, I’ll keep it and that’s it.
Next….Oh yes, let me erase his phone number from my cell phone and his email address from my messenger…..done.
I wish I could pack my memories as well….my feelings…my dead dreams….my love, but they are already stored in my heart and there’s no way to let them go, though I wish I could…. I wish I could…. I wish I could.
24 thought(s):
un adios siempre trae un hola de la mano, ya verás. Tenes soles y tienes lunas, y amigos de oro y plata. Que seas muy feliz
I'm sorry that you are so sad - i hope that you feel better.
She does, Paul. Believe me, I know she does!
Hey Analia....great stuff! As dear Icarus would say "Onwards & Upwards"...what a positive start you are making. New beginings, new challenges and in time....new love! I know it is too soon for our "all singing, all dancing Analia" to rise again but I think a little humming and a wee hop, skip and jump are on the cards.
Much love
Rx
P.S. I take it that Icarus can now see your blog again....the frogs are gone???? Hurrah!
I know..it's not so easy to pack away the memories...
HUGGGGGGGGGZ it will be ok!
Keshi.
Keshi I just stopped by your bog again and I saw a long long post that I'll read tomorrow. It seems to be very interesting. Thaank you for coming!!
Nikon, I went to your blog too, NICE!!! hugs and plese come again.
Anonimo, gracias por tus palabras.
Ruth, my dear angel, thank you for your beautiful words, and yessssss the frogs are gone!!!
Auds, where are you? LOL I know you will be here soon, am I wrong?? nope, you are such a good friend!! Ahhh I know, this girl must be sleeping, too many "cheers"
Love you all
Yes, Anelia "starting from scratch" is how we say it - Hello Stewart!
ok ok, I made many spelling mistakes (blog, thanks, please, etc) LoL It's late and there's no finger-mind connection.
See you tomorrow!!!
i can so relate to this, im actually through the same phase...
all will be fine im told...
Hugsss
Thanks for visiting my blog and leaving your comment. I feel that the past is gone, the future isn't yet and all we have is now. To focus on the moment of now, is met with resistance from the thinking mind, but when the mind obeys and stays focused, it is a wonderfully liberating experience... I love the analogy of the path and the gate in the poem in your next entry too.. You write well. :-) Derek
Derek thank you for your comment. The poem is a gift from my friend Stewart and yes!! he writes beautifuly. Hugs!
Analia, what happened to you!!! Something wrong now... well sorry to hear about it.. hope things goes better for you..!!
thanks for sharing your thought!!
reagards
ugyen
The best thing about the future is that it only comes one day at a time.
Analia: me dio mucho gusto saber de ti, y mas pasar por tu casa. te mando un Abrazo y besos.
Im here Analia (waving wildly and big smile)Lol.. Working so no cheers :(
Loving the blue skies and the sign post Analia and that gentle wave..I know its not easy..times when the heart feels the pull back through those memories we wish we could pack away.
You have depth Analia, so your love has depth, not a shallow love..I had a big imaginary scissors that I kept close by so when I felt that pull, I would imagine myself cut the strings that tugged at my heart, AND LOVINGLY SNIPPED THEM. because I loved me too and felt the kiss of a better future.. XXX Sending many kisses your way x x x x x x x
Ani,
I'm sorry you are sad...but know that everything that happens to us, does for a reason...so despite the fact that it hurts today...I hope with time your heart mends and the things you learned from this experience will help you with the next. I recently broke up with someone I was seeing for a bit...and even though 5 months isn't that long...it seemed like a lifetime to me. I also put stuff away that reminded me of him, but the other stuff...it's a part of me now even though he isn't anymore. Things will become easier with time. I hope that you are able to quickly get out of the funk.
BTW, I love the new background =)
Hope everything else is going well in your life.
Gina
Ani; I keep meaning to ask...I do reply to your texts...and my phone says it's been sent...do you actually receive them?
{{HUGS}}
Rx
Once again, extraordinary!!!!
One minute ago, I was thinking exactly the same as Ruth, but in relation to an e-mail last night! I almost fell off my chair when I saw her question!
So, did you receive? I'm not sure if the software is working all the time, or not.
xxx
Ruth, no don't get your txt, maybe there's a mistake in the number or it's just because your company and mine are enemies LOL (mine is movistar) I'll send you the number again via email today.
Love xoxoxox Ani
Icarus, I got your mail and I'm ansewring today too as soon as a I get some minutes for me :( busy day today.
Gina thank you for your words, hugs and kisses for you.
Fatima, we will get over all of this, like the song "I will surveve" and you will too!!!
Auds, can I have your scissors for one or two minutes? Today, like every day, thank you my friend for your words, muaaaaaaaaah
Mine linda, gracias por venir a visitarme, ya sabes, me encanta leer tus posts y sobre todo, saber que eres una persona encantadora y sensible, besitos
ugeyn, love to have you here, pleaseeee come again!!
to all, thank you, blessings and love
ani
LOL @long long!
Keshi.
este blog invita a volver. This blog makes me want to come back.
Great!
quick, quick, quick...a message for Manuel...you must ask mum to bring you to Plumpiemousie, there's a big surprise...
love to both of you
Grandma Mousie
these days will pass, analia, and soon the sun will be shining goldena s ever, and filling your heart with gladness...:)
mystic rose, it's so nice to have you here. Thank you for your words and your good wishes. Hugs and love
Ani
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