Once again

Swirling around my mind, toying with my soul,

there's no way to break loose from my haunting thoughts,

And here I am, once again, disarmed and all alone

endeavoring to fight a war I have already lost.

By displaying my bogus laughter, casting my elves away

I will need no magic, no compassion, no savior to arise from hell.

My wings know the path to lead me out of this darkness

if only I could stand unseen to become a better fighter.

Time goes by, it always does, I drift along the stormy nights

the shore will claim my coming back, and I'll return when I feel fine.

Leave me alone, I need to mourn, I need to heal my very soul

Should you see I feel the blue, try not to hound me out my place

for when I'm ready I will come back, as my phoenix does time after time.